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I think before I speak. Waaaaay too much.

I counter out the days I have left before I head North to school, and the first thing I did was tell my closest friends.

Now I'm realizing that it made them miserable to hear that, and it was a really low blow to them.

And now I feel like rubbish for it.

All I wanted them to know was that they mean the world to me, and these final days are going to be some of the most cherished that I've had.

Part of me thinks I should be spacing these posts out more, but the rest of me says, "says who? It's your fuckin' blog, man."