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I think before I speak. Waaaaay too much.

I counter out the days I have left before I head North to school, and the first thing I did was tell my closest friends.

Now I'm realizing that it made them miserable to hear that, and it was a really low blow to them.

And now I feel like rubbish for it.

All I wanted them to know was that they mean the world to me, and these final days are going to be some of the most cherished that I've had.

Part of me thinks I should be spacing these posts out more, but the rest of me says, "says who? It's your fuckin' blog, man."

Priorities

This has been in my room for as long as I can remember, and only just now is it really beginning to hit me hard.

I've cried 3 times today.

That's 3 times more than I usually do in a day.

25 days

Jesus fucking christ.

This has been the best summer of my life- why does it have to end?

These days have been the best I' e had in years- and you have been the best thing that's happened to me...Ever?

Maybe so.

I know I sound corny and cheesy as all hell right now, but I don't ever want this summer to end.

You and I are made for eachother, and our flame will never fade.

Know that I love you with more raw passion than I have ever felt for anything else, and I give myself to you in every way, shame and form.

PSA

Hey guys- been a while.

I just wanted to say that, if members of my family actively read what I have to say on here, I'm going to politely ask you to stop doing that, and not ever do it again.

I've neglected to say many things here because I don't want shit going around by word of mouth, and I believe my own personal thoughts and feelings should remain my own.

All you rando-s on the internet that happen to find this can stay though- you read the randomized issues of another internet rando all you like.

Thanks in advance.